I do understand everyone's concerns about my current means of going to the Feast. There are some serious risks involved with going to the Feast as it is right now. However, I'm still determined to go (as evident by the fact that I've already left at this point) for a few reasons:
God has already worked through both Sonder and Dad to bless me and help me strengthen my relationship with God. It's because of Sonder that I've learned about God's character and that my relationship with Him has blossomed tremendously, and it's because of Dad that I've been given a place to stress less, develop my relationship with God, and even tell others (and you all) about God, too. God has blessed me through both of them. I do understand everyone's concern that something could happen to me, or that I could get stranded with no way to get back home. I do understand that having faith is good, yet God gave us common sense. However, despite these risks, I believe that God has shown me the rewards in store if I choose to put my trust in Him.
Remember the feasts that I mentioned earlier? Did you notice how the Feasts of Trumpets is exactly 2 weeks before the Feast of Tabernacles? The Feast of Trumpets this year was the Sabbath of October 5th. And as the first feast that I was ever conscious of, I saw the effects of God's spirit being closer than before:
Actually, since writing the last paragraph, God gave me another feast experience, which I wrote about here.
Why did all of this happen? I believe that it was because of it being a feast that Sabbath, so you had the Feast of Trumpets compounded on top of the Sabbath that day. And get this: that wasn't even the biggest feast of them all; that's what the Feast of Tabernacles is! If God blessed us and others that much during the Feast of Trumpets, I can only imagine what God has in store for the Feast of Tabernacles! That is one of the biggest reasons why I want to go!
Through you all telling me that I shouldn't go for various reasons, I have learned and am aware of the risks of going all the way to Tennesee for the feast with people that I unfortunately haven't gotten to know in person very well. However, God has also given me a sneak peak into the rewards that are in store for me should I choose to trust that He is working and giving me an opportunity to go through people like Sonder, who were brought closer to God through other people in this movement. He's allowed me to see both sides and given me common sense antd critical thinking to allow me to make an active choice about whether I will go or not. So, with how much He's blessed me through Sonder, I'm choosing to put my faith in Him that He's working through Sonder and this movement to bless me and many others.
Do you?
Do you believe that God will bless and protect me?
No "But God gives us common sense". Do you trust in our Father in Heaven and have faith that He will protect me and bring me back safely?
I know I do.